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I love you now,
I loved you then,
I love you for ever untill the end,
My heart is full of light i shall love you now,
I shall love you more by tonight,
Your my brightest light your the best story of my life and forever i will be by your side and all these words come from the deepest place in my heart.

Asmir dachi

You’re beautiful. And, no! I don’t just mean physically! You’re a good person. The way you are with your sister and your mom, the relationship you had with your dad…the way you treat people, and carry yourself. You’re kind, you’re generous. The way you see the world…
You’re so sweet to me, always…the way you look at me. No one has ever looked at me like that before. It’s like I can’t hide from you, you look right at me and you SEE me. I’m so used to hiding, of having this wall up to protect me, and the way you see right through it, and really look at me, it makes me nervous. I get all choked up. And I’ve never had something that I was so worried about losing before.
So that’s it, I said it. All the things I’ve been thinking, but hiding from you. That is the truth.

I cannot tell you how much I miss you. Since you have been gone I feel as if I am wearing a pair of glasses that reveal the harsh clarity of reality. It appears that my life had been shrouded in a comfortable blur for the sixty-three years of our marriage. Everything that I took for granted is amplified now that you are missing from me.
More than anything I get stuck thinking about our beginnings. All we had was each other and that rusted old car. I never thought I would miss those stressful days, but they sound so good to me now. We always had a way of pushing through the hard times together. I never understood how you had so much confidence that everything would wind up okay in the end. You never doubted that we would have the fairytale ending of owning a beautiful home and creating a family together. That dream was all I ever wanted, and I was so afraid of it not coming true. I guess the only two things that helped me keep my chin up, in the midst of all that hard work and worrying, were you and driving that car.
You knew how much I loved to drive so you always let me take the wheel. I honestly cannot think of another man who would have let their wife have so much control back in those days. You were so good to me, never stopping short of making me happy. Driving brought me so much happiness until now. I never realized how much I appreciated our car rides. They were a time when I had you and only you with no interference from the outside world. Being in the car with you was like a quiet vacation from life. Car rides hurt me so badly these days. I think the big difference is that I loved our car rides. The “our,” makes so much difference.
When I drive now I feel the absence of your hand on my thigh, it feels so cold. I hear the quiet hum of the engine so loudly, this noise is supposed to replace you? It will never replace your voice, your thoughts, your feelings. I now have to look both ways when I cross a street or change lanes, it feels so strange. I just cannot get used to looking to the right. Where are you to say, “all clear my love?” I am reminded of my careless mistakes by the angry cars behind me. Do they do not realize that they only remind me of the empty passenger seat? I hate that passenger seat.
Where are you to take the wheel while I put on my lip stick? I will never be deaf to you calling me “fancy face,” after the fact. I still see you smile; you knew you could never go wrong with that line. How can I feel beautiful without you here?
When I would forget my purse in the house you would automatically hop out of the car to get it for me. Never mad, you would do this, and even give me a kiss upon your return. Forgetfulness doesn’t get me a kiss these days, only a chill, from having to venture into the cold once more. Sometimes I don’t know if it is worth it, but the cold never stopped you.
Our songs on the radio ring in my ears. I am not used to the famous voices. Your booming voice mixed with my laughter was my music. A melody will never sound so sweet. I guess music just can’t do the trick for me anymore.
Whenever I was sad we would drive. I would eventually pull over and cry my heart out on your shoulder. You would always run your thumb under my eyes to wipe my tears. You were always so perfect at this, never messing up my makeup, all the while telling me how pretty I looked when I cried. You made me feel beautiful even through my sobs. I look back and I realize I had nothing to be upset about. But now that I have lost you I have a real reason to cry. Where are you to dry my eyes and kiss my wet cheeks? I just don’t think I can’t do this by myself.

I have trouble opening the driver’s side door now. I am not sure if I ever opened it on my own until I lost you. You were such a gentleman. I think I might be getting too weak to open it on my own. Maybe it might be time for me to stop driving. I really hate it now anyways. I guess I only loved driving so much because you were there beside me. I am trying so hard to be strong for you; I know you would never allow me to be sad. But I simply don’t think I will be happy until I have you again. Maybe I will go on my last drive today. I love you.



Lacy Raef

My Regrets...
Said I hate her and I don’t love her
But I lied…
She is my life and she is my happiness
Said I need her gone and I will move on
But I was wrong…
She is my future and she is my success
Oh baby I am so wrong
To hurt your innocent heart
And to let you go….
Baby I am so sorry!!!


Pati

It was long time ago we met in that magical city and we have started to live a wonderful life, together as you my wife. I was so happy when we were together and I was so happy when we had our son. We have problems and I know I could have been a better husband. But now that you gone, and worse I made you take that decision, it hurts so much I can't even explain. I have never been hurt this much ever in my life. We had happy life, I would say. We fought but then again we made up. I miss how you crawl up the bed and curl to my side and grab my hand and say loving words to make up after a fight. But baby I am not going to talk about the bad moments because we have so much good memories we shared. Even the last Sunday when we went to the beach and the entire week before this big stupid fight.

I said so many things to hurt you. But I must I understand why I was so stupid. In my life I wanted only three things. You, my children and the life I was chasing. I got all of those. And no I have none of them!!! How many times have I told you that I was a very happy man during the last couple of months? But I am probably the worst looser in this world, to let go something so good.

Baby there was one thing which caused these fights. Remember when you left me in England I was so sad. I didn't speak to anyone. I just came here. I was crying all the way on the flight. We were gonna come together. Then to come alone way too painful. But more than anything I thought I was not being loved by you. I became jelous I think. I wanted you and you came back anyway. When you came back remember I asked you to promise not to leave me again and promise work on counselling or something if we have problems again. Baby I am so to keep hurting you but I did those because I was deeply hurt and thought you don't love me. Remember I told you many times that I want to feel your love. Baby I am not a baaad person or the worst person you think I am. I am a good person who did some bad things. I said a lot to hurt you. I never meant anything. It was just to hurt your feelings to get back at you. But what I should have done is to forget about what happened and live with you. Because you tried hard during the last couple of months. But I had a hard time overcoming the England last week. I wish there was someone who saw this fault in me and told me. I wish...oh baby I wish.

The day we had the fight I told you not to take my son because I knew that you will not leave me without our son. That was the best I did to stop you. But I don't think I was thinking that way. You were thinking I really meant it. How could I raise our son without you. You don't know baby. After the fight I told you when we were sitting on the bed..I held you had and hugged you and said I am sorry and you don't have to go. This is the best I did to mend your broken heart. I should have touched your feet and begged. I would have if I knew you were leaving. Oh baby I miss you. But then you left to get salary. I asked you If you want me to come...because I was hurting and knew you were as well. I wanted to come. But you said you will come back. Oh baby why you didn't? Then me and our son waited till 3pm and you were not back. I got so worried and after son's lunch I walked down to the city. We went to mall and everywhere. We on a bench and had chips and waited hoping you will pass by. Our son was just holding my had all alone. Never asked to let go as he usually does. I felt he also knew something is wrong. Because usually when you gone to work he never ask about you. And I only say ammi is at work and he does his things until you come. But that day he was sooo sad asking me "ko ammi" again and again even when we were walking.

We came back and you were not back at home. I got very scared knowing you were sensitive I went to the Airport. You were not there. On our way back our son was still asking when you would come home. When we came back from the airport and found you were not home baby I was devasted. Didn't know where to go and what to do Called the police and asked them to help me to find them. But since you were seen at 2 hrs ago they told me to wait till tomorrow morning. That wasn;t enough for me. I asked some of your contacts on the phone to help me locate you. I just wanted to find you and bring you home and to beg you to forgive me and to live again like we did. But by 9 I was feeding the little one. Then they came to arrest me. Our son ran out and said thatti don't go...Oh my god. I wish you could see my tears when I recollect and write this. You are an angel. But I am not a devil as well. I am a man in love who made some terrible mistakes. I know that.

Baby we start arguing some silly things and then we both say things to hurt each other. That is where all this began. Now I can't tell you how I feel. I can't. They won't let me. I am lonely in this house. I hear you and our son talking in the living room. I have not gone to the living room since you left. Our son's toys are everywhere. I can't and dont have the courage to clean the living. They all remain where you left them. I just live on this bed crying, thinking, writing and crying again. I have never cried like this. I never even knew I could cry this much. I cant sleep. I hear your voice. I hear our son calling me. "thatta lets jump", "thatta lets go out", "thatta lets play". Ane please I want it back. I still see you walking out of the door so sad. I still see you siting on my end of the bed and crying. And I keep doing things I should have done. I go to the door and bring you in and sit you on bed and beg you. I come to the bed, kneel, take your had and ask you to forgive. I will go crazy like this. Without talking to you how I do anything? You are my life and my future. You know that. Ane this is enough pain and hurt for both of us. I learned my lessons. I will forget all my past. And I will change. But please come back to me. Please at least for once talk to me and say you care about me..pleeease. Because without your caring I am nothing. I have no life. I don't know what I should do. You are the only one who can make things right for me now. I am asking you to forgive me..just once. And we will move forward. You will never be hurt again. Before when we fought we had our problems. This time we fought for nothing. We had earned the life we wanted. We were happy. It just I did not overcome what happend in UK and kept remining about it. But dont you think I am suffering too much pain already for that stupidity. Baby I m crushed. But see this will hurt our son as well. He doen't know what is going on. But I don't want him to grow up without his father. His father is not a bad man. I saw bad men when I was in remand. I wasn not like them. I was so scared in there. I ran home after that hoping for slightest chance of you may be still at home waiting for me to come. But I was wrong. You were gone. I was crushed and collapsed. This hurt all of us. But believe me I can change. But I need you and my son and all the love and caring to be that man. I want to be that man. You know one of our fav movie "the beautifulmind" and how Prof Nash's wife pull through the hardtime because of his mental situation. Baby I need you now more than ever. I might not win the nobel price like Prof Nash and I might not be able to give you a flashy speach like he did. But I truely believe that the best discovery of my life is in the equations of love which is you and my son nd my love for you. I need that love to forget this past, to be a husband i want to be. Remember I always tell you I 'm not like. I care about you. Please don't let this sillyness and hot temper take our futures away. There are so many other thing that we can do to solve those things. And we will do that together. We will face things with love and courage. Baby you that I am approaching my Phd with excellence. I had already started to work on my seconed publication when this happen. But Now I can all that. And we loose all this. I loose you, ehtan, and the life we planned. You lose me and life we planned. Ethan loose me and the life he could have had with me. Lets not do that baby. I don't know if I am saying the same thing again and again.

This is the end of my long planned education. It will be over soon. I don't care. Without you and without our life none of this matter to me. I did all this for us to have a better life. Every thing I earned I spent on you and our son. You know that. You know how I am. I know you are soo hurt and I did that to you. But you exactly what happend that day. I hope when you see through the pain of my words I said you will see how honest and saddened I am. We can still build this life. We still have time. You still have your jobs. But time will erase all this and I am scared it will arase us. Please come back darling. I will tight from the airport and will never ever again let you go. God I need my wife and son. I wish you could see me and talk to me. I know you will understand. You are the only one who can understand. So day and night I pray to see and talk to you even I am not suppose to.

If there is someone out there who understand this pain and can look beyond the silly actions took place on that day please help us. We need you more than you know. And I give my word to you baby and to my son to make it my life mission to sort this out and to keep you happy ever after.

Patiya

Your porcelain heart was broken in my own,
It destroyed the star that I thought was you.
You forget about those days when you were with me, sweet love.
the illusion of dreaming together, we imaged without thinking.
It soars away like the wind and turns into darkness.
you are screaming in my heart,
come on,
be quiet, be quiet, please,
its pain and horror

that is when the innocence was taken

My heart lost its way while trying to find the will to love you.
it left like the air that I breathe while I cry.
it goes, like you and you escape into the abyss...
away from my home, you go like the sea, you left like the sea.

You will see in that one day, we will meet again.
You will say that is wrong, that love is not true.


Martin Ernst Seemann

God, please help her
to understand me
God, please help her
to stay with me
God, please help her
to make it her back
God, please help her
to become happy
God, please help her
to forgetting me

God, please help me
for die
God, please help me
with take me up away
God, I can't forget her
God, I can't stop love her
God, I can't change the way I love
God, You know it's not hard for me, but You know it's impossible for me
without her I am like tree without leaves
without her I am like star without moon
Please God to take me
I can't live without her

DON WALEN

Every word of yours,
Senses me the love is near.
Reasons to which are not to my knowledge.
But the heart says,
You are someone who is dear.

Have something to say you,
But no lyrics to go ahead with.
Searched everywhere to share my words,
It was just my heart,
You were staying with.
It was just my heart,
You were staying with….



Manav Timsina

When I think of you...
When I see the grass, I think of you,
because green is your favourite colour.
When I see the clouds, I think of you,
because of how free I feel when I’m with you.
When I see the sun, I think of you,
because of how light you make me feel.
When I see the moon, I think of you,
because of the nights we spent chatting.
When I’m alone, I think of you,
wishing you were here to comfort me.
When I’m with others, I think of you,
wishing they were you.
When I hear music, I think of you,
knowing you would probably love it.
When all is quiet, I think of you,
because I wouldn’t notice if you were here.
When I’m awake, I think of you,
hoping I’ll see you.
When I’m asleep, I dream of you,
wishing it would all come true.
When I think of you a smile appears,
for you make me happy.
When I think of you, I know why.
It’s because I want you with me.

Shanti

Why I can not stop this feeling
It really hurt me deeply.
Destroy all of me
Unstoppable tears
Flowing like a river to the sea
Tears of blood from the depths of the painful
Half my heart has been lost
You took her away with you
Half of my soul will be with you
Accompany the end of your trip
A long journey is very tiring .. lugubrious
However, I'm happy to walk beside you
Hand in hand, share the joy n sorrow
Standing with you, never parted forever
Wherever you are, wherever you go
I'm always with you
Until my soul leave my body
United with your soul forever

R. Trisye