I count the hours,
I count the days,
How much I miss you,
I count the ways...........
I miss your voice,
I miss your touch,
And I miss the face,
That I love so much...........
How to describe it,
There is now way,
I walk around,
In a permanent daze...........
I long to feel,
Your warm embrace,
And to see a smile,
Upon your face..............
I will not sleep,
Won't close one eye,
Until you're back,
Safe and alive...........
While you're far away,
And I'm safe at home,
I think of you out there,
In danger and alone...........
This is the life you've chosen,
And I can't change your mind,
You've found your inner bravery,
And now I must find mine............
I miss you so much,
To the moon and the stars,
And this feeling will go on,
Until you're safe in my arms.............
There is so much I want to share with you,
But my words are lost within me,
I have so many emotions,
How do I make you see?????
Life is not that simple,
Hear this from my heart,
Our love will concur all,
As we stand here at the start.............
Not seeing you is killing me,
You there and me here,
But one day soon that will change,
And I will finally have you near!!!!!!!!
Tharika
I froze, I didn't know what to say or what to do. I was like a terrified animal in the spotlight of a hunter preparing to rip my life apart. I'm am sorry I didn't know what to do or what to say. I didn't have the knowledge or tools to handle our situation the way I should have and in my own ignorance I shattered my heart. I loved you more than I realised and I realised the depth of my affection for you way too late. I loved you with all my heart and soul and I didn't know how to express my feelings for you in a way that would make a difference. I didn't think I could do anything that would make a difference because I assumed you were already gone, that he had already won you over. Looking back I think I may have assumed too much.
The only thing I knew to do was to let go and let God handle it. Maybe that was just a way of quitting, maybe it was just ignorance. I was in denial and in fear at the same time. I didn't want to lose you, I didn't want to get my heart shredded and I didn't know how to stop the unraveling or stop my anxiety. I wanted to fight for you but you said I should let you go. I should have seen those words were spoken by the little girl inside who didn't want to be rejected, again.
I didn't want to be controlling. I wanted to show you unconditional love by loving you right where you were and not trying to change you. I wanted to let you gain self confidence by allowing you to walk your path instead of telling you what I thought you needed to do, like some people have done. I wanted you to see I loved you because of all your quirks and insecurities, not inspite of them. I understood why you did those things and I wasn't going to be the guy that abandoned you in your greatest time of need. I know what it is like to be abandoned by those who are supposed to
love us unconditionally. I wanted you to know my heart was not in the relationship to be walked on, this is why I confronted you that Wednesday in April after I went through your phone. I didn't want to break up with you, I just wanted to stand up to you and that back fired on me.
I wanted you to see and know that no matter how terrible you thought you were to me, I never took it personally because I have been there. I wanted you to know I loved you anyway but I was scared of getting burned and abandoned. I wanted to show you grace by not retaliating. I wanted to show you mercy by showing you compassion that had been shown to me. We can't give that which we have never received. I wanted you to see, feel, experience the awesome fullness of grace and mercy like it was meant to be shared. I wanted to provide these to you because I could tell you had been deprived of them for far too long. I wanted to be that guy who swept you off your feet with only the power of love, grace and mercy like you had never felt in your lifetime. I froze at the worst time possible and I failed you anyway. I failed at love.
I miss your gorgeous smile that warmed my heart and brightened my every day. I miss our late night talks lasting until early morning. I miss our intoxicating kisses which made the whole world go away. I miss the glow we shared when I saw you as I walked in the door. I miss seeing or talking to the woman I adore. I miss the way we could do anything or nothing at all and fully enjoyed being together. I miss your mango talapia and breaded chicken, too. I froze, I didn't know what to say or what to do.
I miss having you in my life, my best friend.
M&M
I want someone to tell me that they love me.
I want someone to make me feel beautiful even though i look ugly.
I want someone to wipe my tears away ,and to tell me that everything will be okay. The last thing i want is YOU... because only you can make me feel this way.
BlancaArgueta
Your The One I Chose.....Until Death Do Us Part
From Now Until Eternally You Will Always Have My Heart
With Love And Passion That Flows And Emotions That's Sun-free
You Honestly Dont Get How Much You Mean To Me
So Let Me Express Myself In Some Poetry
I Bet You Understand Afterwards And Realize You Complete Me
Cause I Love You For The Beauty Of Life
Sparking Of Your Eyes And Skin That Shines So Bright
You Took A Chance Now You Have Heart In Your Hand
Giving Up Your Past And Threw Away All Your Other Plans
From All Our Dreams And Imagination....To The Depth Of Our Souls
1, 2, 3 Is The Sound Of My Heart Beat Combined With Yours
We Together Forever...
Protected By God Through The Worst Weather
We Fight We Argue But Our Hearts Away Stayed Together
Thank God We Love Each Other
We Made Our Bed And We Shall Rest In Peace
My Coffin Next To Your Coffin We Stayed Together For Eternally
Breonte Hackley
I want to be with you
you mean more to me than what I mean to you
your the light in my darkness
you are the cute in cuteness
your face from the heavens
your my piece from the heavens
you and me the perfect 2
if not you then who
its hard to say what I feel for you but when I say I love you I mean it
how bout it
Jonathan
It was the beginning of November when I just lost someone I truly cared about. The cultural differences were playing the major part on our behalf so we decided that being together will make no sense. I’ve lost the only hope thinking that everything was over. Every time I was close to finding love or should I say – I thought I was- the fact was that I wasn’t close at all. So why was it always happening to me then? Luck I guess..... Losing hope I thought that this time I will throw everything in hands of the destiny. I came to realise that there was no point of forcing myself to finding love when at the end everything was shattered just because it hasn’t been written in my destiny. That’s why I have made so many mistakes that I was regretting.
I don’t know exactly what made me to sign up to that website. Another hope or chance that I will finally meet someone. Also, I don’t know what made me to send the messages to the couple of Indian guys in a row. I have told to myself that for the last time if in case something will happen in my life I once again will try to be with someone from other culture. It was my dream and the best chance to prove other people including my parents that as long as you love someone the culture or the differences in faith and religion will not stand on the way. That this is actually possible. But I’ve only heard- you’re living in your own world again!!! It was making me upset and there was this time that I thought others were right. One last chance – I was telling myself and if it will not work out then I will try to search for someone from my background.
Days and days were passing and there was nothing. One day I came back from the university logged into the website and I’ve received the message from some guy called Ian. After that we started chatting. It was a while when we have decided to exchange numbers just in case. I wasn’t sure whether I wanted this or not as I had this feeling like it was too early yet to start something that I will not be able to predict how is it going to work out and knowing my luck I knew that it was better for me to stay away from everything at least for now to clean my head with what I did in the past.
I still have no idea how it happened but one day when I was about to finish the university a little bit earlier than usual I have sent him a text message asking if he wants to meet up with me. He agreed and we had a first meeting. Everything was about getting to know each other and the thing I liked the most about him was that he never rushed things. I didn’t take me long time to like him as somehow I had this feeling like he seemed different than other guys.
I decided that I will let to know him first before making any further steps like inviting him to my place or something. On our fourth date we have finally kissed – and the kiss was really long, nice and passionate. However I was still fighting to not to fall in love with him for one main reason – I didn’t wanted to get hurt again. After meeting up quite a couple of times and having such a nice conversations and time I have to admit – I have fallen in love. We quickly got engaged and I started doing some mistakes which he was always forgiving me. Love means forgiving. Everything happened so quickly that I wasn’t ready. I came to realise that for the first time in my life I am – with someone who actually loves me in return and second of all – he’s really serious about me.
There was a time when before I was getting spoiled by my parents. They were keeping making up stories that he might be doing this only for a visa or when everyone got bored about that topic then my stepdad was saying that he is going to be the reason for me to fail my exams. However the moment they have met him a couple of times they started loving him and those topics quickly disappeared from my life. I was really so happy that my parents quickly approved my relationship with him however a little bit jealous that he have actually managed to gain the better reputation for my parents than me.
We have also managed to make this most impossible step. When he was in India I have given him all of my details and he had given it to the priest as it was important for his parents to know how are we going to suit each other as a couple and if our marriage is going to work out. We have been stressing out but one day we finally got the reply that I got even a little bit better score than his sister in law. We were so happy that I couldn’t even imagine. It meant that we had approval from both sides, our families were happy with us being together so there was no implications with our relationship. Right now we are living happily ever after and are planning to get married.
Monika Chmura
Dear Grace,
You have created something beautiful and new in my life,
That was never there before I met You.
With you, I have found new meaning
In each moment that life brings,
And in all of our love and closeness,
I’ve found something within… a confidence,
A strength I never knew existed without You
Having you to believe in, and having You to believe in me,
Has made it easier, to trust and believe in myself.
My relationship with you has opened up a whole new world to me
That is filled with growth and change and self discovery.
I’ve learned so much about myself, with You to show the way,
You have made me realize how good it feels,
To give, to share, to be with you each day.
You are indeed, my truest inspiration
And my reason for happiness.
You are the everlasting joy,
You are the person, who is everything to me,
My Best Friend, My Love and My Life
I Love You
Newton
Ryan babe your the most loving & kind boyfriend ever ... i wouldnt know what i would do without you .
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you . when im with you i feel safe and I also trust you with my whole heart ... your just my amazing boyfriend and never wanna leave you .
We will be together for ever till the end :)
you make me happy by being with me :)
your just the best thing thats ever happened to mee :)
I LOVE YOU FOREVER :) XOXOXOXOX
Michelle Munce
The sweetest guy i've ever met,
meeting you brings no regrets,
The way you laugh,
The way you smile,
The way you held me,
For a while,
As i sit here now,
All alone,
i think of you,
I think of home,
If home is where the heart is,
Then i guess my home's with you,
filling up my soul,
With all you say and do,
The darkness of the world,
brightened up by you,
I know that you're my one,
And that this feeling's true.
Emma
Olivia will you be mine?
You came into my life as a shadow. Unknowingly I blanked you for a while. Then indeed I under stud. You was in fact a gift from heaven or you was heaven it self. Now I know that you fell from the sky. I am in fright of living without you. You touch my heart when no one has been before. You put a smile upon my face. I dream about you even when I am not sleeping. I do not no what I would do without you are my purpose in live. And as I always will here you will not need the freight. All I want is you in my arms. And my head on my chest. And listen to what effect you have on me when you beautiful voice speaks. So to my affection I write this poem for thee xx
Harry . R .B
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