You are my desire.
The desire of loving you is from my heart. The determination for loving you is from my soul. The affection for loving is from the spirit so you are special to me my love, my life and all i could boldly say is.....
You are my desire.
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To Robert of Hendersonville Tn.
When we first met, I didn’t know what I really wanted. I had been in jail so long with my previous marriage, I was just glad to be free. Then you came into my life I didn’t know how to love you, I was scared to trust you.. But over time you earned my trust and I fell very much in love with you.. I guess the first time you broke things off, was when I first realized just how much you meant to me. Then afterward remember when I almost backed out, you don’t realize how scared I was. We were so in love after we got back together. This is when I seen us together for a life time. It scared the hell out of me. No one I knew had even heard of a love like ours except for in fairytales. Somehow we made it thru and found ourselves on the other side... I must mention the Purple Monkey, we prayed for signs, we both got our signs. If God wasn’t in our relationship, then why were we praying.. With each challenge we faced and overcame, I fell more in love with you.. Someone ask me the other day what I was looking for in life and love.. And out of nowhere, I told them that I was looking for once in a life time, the kind of love that movies where made about... the kind of love that songs were written about…the kind of love that inspires the poet in each of us. That’s what you and I had.. People search their whole lives for the kind of love we found in each other. You are the love of my life, my once in a life time, my soul mate, the other half of me, you are the person I see in the rocker next to me.. Now tell me, how am I suppose to live my life without you.. God has told me to wait, pray, grow and have faith. To believe in him, I have to believe in us for he gave us our purple monkey. I don’t know how we could ever work things out considering all that has happened. But I do know this, if God ever see’s fit to open a door for us again, I will not run. A love like ours is worth fighting for.. With his help we will find a way to forgive each other and move on, to the life we were meant to have together.. Now, I am praying that somehow this letter will find it’s way into your hands just by my posting it and asking the ones who read it before you to pray with me. When it does, you will know it was meant for you.. You will know in your heart what to do. I’m still paddling, baby… My heart and soul are not complete with out you.. By cyndiluehue There are different stars in the skies and one bright enough for my glimpse, its you.
Anywhere i go, the record of your light shines so bright that i feel you around me. in my most lonely times, i always keep you warm in me for you will always be in my heart. Arimokwu k. Joseph this is a day that i think of you
this is a day when i dont know what to do i like everything about you in every little way i like all the things you do and the words you say i like it how you hate to put your hair down i like it how you look when you do your little frown i like how when we walk in pe we hold each other softly i like how when we kissed you wanted more out of me i cant help to think about you today i just cant come up with the right words to say i know that your dad doesnt want to listen but you know that i want you with me this instant what i'm trying to say is that i want you with me and if you still want to wait im ok as long as you live your life happily this is one of those days that i cant help to think this is one of those days when i say that my life stinks in the end i am always going to be here for you in the end i will have to know what to do to put this poem to an end i have to realize that your just my friend this is a day that i think about all the things that i like this is a day that im grateful that your in my life i love you stephanie - kevin Those days were memorable when we used to talk on phone for hours, Those days were beautiful when we used to meet and look into each others eyes, I still remember the day when we met for the first time near the lake, And I never knew, that day is near where we would leave each other for some others sake, But how much ever you are far away from me, my heart is always with you and yours with mine, And I still believe that one day our love will shine, I'm living on hope that one day u would be mine and only mine
Why must I write of love that's unrequited,
Of love that's never mine, except in dreams? Why are my good intentions always slighted? There must be something wrong, or so it seems. I wish that you, at whom these outbursts are directed, Might see right through this aching frame, straight to the heart, And see the love that lies there undetected, Always hidden, kept a secret from the start. And yet I hesitate to show my true emotion, In mortal fear lest it may frighten you away, And so my coward heart remains in sad commotion, I live in reqequited love another day. I think I've always known, that some day I must lose you in spite of what you say;
But tonight, with no greater reason than before, Comes a strange forboding -- and my heart is sore. When I shall lose you, the sun will shine, As brightly as it did when you were mine, But not for me. The moon in it's brlliant flight, Will appear to me a a ghastly sight, And I shall want to tear it from its place, As it mocks me with its grinning face. The earth will continue to revolve, And men will continue to evolve Their petty, trival schemes -- and I Shall go on living -- though I wish to die. Somewhere in the world, I thought, There must be someone just for me; In every passing face I sought To find that one, but could not see- Until you came- the thing I wished to find. You were you-surpassing my ideal. You responed, you were more than kind, You were splendid, honest, real. Thus, whatever future chance may bring about, I hold a memory fast within my being, Which no amount of change can ever rout; For I'll look inward and be seeing Once again what I can ne'er forget: The lovely interval we had togeather; In face of this, there can be no regret, Now let there come those storms to weather.
Love for me is.....
to hold you tight to see you in the day in the night Love for me is..... to give you smile never want to loose you for a while Love for me is..... to think about you everywhere everytime to make you mine for lifetime Love for me is..... being in love with you to love you for ever...ever....and ever. When were young, our parents read us books like Cinderella and Snow White. They told us of Santa Clause and the tooth fairy. As we get older we find out that these are make believe. We are disappointed but we adjust. Being a female all my life, I have dreamed of finding that one “true love”, my soul mate. I have had a few relationships, one in which I was married for 15 years. He and I were never soul mates. I had given up on the idea of love and settled for comfortable, which turned out not to be too comfortable. . . This was a mistake on my part, I tried to make the best of things, but eventually it ended in divorce. Like I said I had always dreamed of “true love”. Sometime after my divorce, I met a man from Nashville. He was a great guy, mentally strong, honest, kind, loving, smart, and good-looking. He was a good man with principals and integrity. He was everything I ever dreamed of, other than he wasn’t filthy rich.. But money isn’t that important to me. We began a romance like no other I had ever felt before in my life. We fell madly in love with each other. He drove 3 hours every weekend for 3 years just to be with me and when I could I drove there. He wrote me beautiful poetry telling me of his love for me and how he was so lucky to have found his soul mate. He told me how he would always love me and always be there for me through the good times and the bad. He told me how we would grow old together.. He pampered me with massages, and bubble baths. He gave me these little gifts, not expensive gift but gifts that were very special. He sang this song to me “Rock U Baby” by Toby Keith, sent chills down my spine, in a good way. We had a lot of very special moments, once in a life time moments, just like what I read as little girl in the fairytale books. At first I didn’t buy any of this. I don’t guess I was a believer in “true love”. I don’t trust easily. But over a year or so of this, he got me, hook, line and sinker. He had become my best friend and yes I believed my soul mate. I could feel him in my heart and in my soul.. . He showed me how to love and what it felt like to be loved. Here I was, actually living my love story, the fairytale. Not to say that we didn’t have our issues with kids or money or distance issues, but life was good. He had told me of his wishes to make me his wife and I wanted very much to spend the rest of my life with him. I was planning on giving up everything that I ever knew to be with him. I’ve never lived anywhere but the small town I grew up in, so this was a difficult decision for me. We even began to pray for signs that this was the right move. I had asked God “if this move is what I should do, then show me a purple monkey with tye dye shirt on”. Yea, I know that’s kind of off the wall. I don’t think I ever told him about the tye dye thing. He had prayed for someone to answer my add for transfer. With the Postal Service, finding someone who wants to transfer can be difficult. The first day the transfer add came out, we had 2 responses. Wow, he felt like he had gotten his sign. A few months later while traveling back from Wisconsin, on a whim he decided that we would go through Chicago and go up in the sears tower. You’re never going to believe this, but there on the 99th floor of the sears tower, hung my purple monkey with the tye dye shirt on. We stood there and cried. God had answered my prayers and this indeed was the right move and the right man for me to spend the rest of my life with. He bought me that monkey and we brought him home. Truly a fairy tale indeed, right? You’re expecting a happy ending right? So was I. But not 6 months later, totally out of left field, he ended things and not even face to face, but over the phone. He had several excuses, like children being defiant, tired of traveling, I was selfish sometimes, that my transfer had not come thru yet. He said that he had lost his faith and hope in us, that something in him had broken. After this being said he wanted non-communication, which leaves me without closure on this. Needless to say, my heart was broken. . But that’s not the worse part. I now question was any of this ever real… Did I ever even know him? Did he ever really love me? These reasons are not valid reasons for giving up on the so called “love of your life” at least not where I come from. Life is sometimes hard, when and if you find true love-your soul mate, you don’t let it go. I think most people who have been married for years will tell you that you have to work at your marriage and or relationship. You have to be committed to that love to get through the hard times. It is with great sadness that I write the ending to this story. It appears that the real reason for him ending things was he had become involved with another woman. Not even 2 months after ending things between us, it appears that the love of my life has moved in with another woman. I believe that she was in the picture at least a month prior to him ending things maybe longer. I believe this is how he lost his hope and faith in “us”. He took the easy road. No more traveling, no more children issues, no more transferring issues, no more housing issues for him. He sold “us”. How much does one get for a “once in a life time love”? He settle, which something he said he’d never do again. It appears that while I was willing to give up everything for “love”, he gave up “love” for everything else. I wonder if it’s my face he see’s when he shuts his eyes at night. Is it still me that he dreams of.. I hope what he has settled for is worth what he left behind. I have had some different opinions on this story and if the purple monkey was really a God send. Some have said that God doesn’t answer prayers in this fashion. I ask them, do you not think he is capable. They have no answer. Some have said that this was not an answered prayer, because God doesn’t bless things that he’s not in. God has always been in my life, and in the life of the man in this story, as well. We may have back slid den but God was always there.. I believe that God speaks to us as individuals in a way that we may hear him. I believe that he gives us signs of which path to take, but he also gives us free will to go a different direction. The man in this story did just that. Even thou at this time, this love story does not have a happy ending, I am still a believer in “true love”. I did not come to this place easily. Only after getting a glimpse of the very bottom and praying my way out did I come to find some closer on this. I find strength to go on thru God, and knowing that he has a plan for our lives, the perfect plan. God has told me to grow, wait, pray and have faith. If this man and I were truly meant to be together, I trust God will find a way.. I still haven’t been able to find away to diss- miss the Purple Monkey, as the man in the picture has, nor do I want to. For me the purple monkey will always be a God send. a testament that God can and does answer sinners’ prayers. In the ending I must say, that is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. It has been a great privilege to love and be loved by this man. Loving him and loosing him has changed my life forever.
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