And now, for the first time, I did not expect that someone like you would change how I should handle the way I think or feel. With you, it is no longer finding ways to express myself, but trying hard to keep silent on what I feel …towards you. Expressing my self is easy. What is very difficult is keeping all these emotions inside me. Believe me, I never expected to feel this way. I want to tell you….. a lot of things……. But for a million reason, I just cannot. Because I respect you…. so much.
I would rather stay silent and content myself stealing a glance at you from time to time.
……...I would just sigh and catch myself smiling. It is very adolescent, and I would laugh at myself! But I choose to keep silent and adore you from a distance. I will keep my silence. I will keep my distance, I promise….