I still remember the first time when I saw you, I knew there was something about you and since that time I fell in love with you. Even though, we went to the same high school together and we hated each other, but there was just something about you that changed everything. One day you decided to talk to me and I was so happy to hear you voice, too see that smile and those dark brown eyes. It wasn’t the same, ever since our friendship grew closer and I was still that same little crazy blonde girl. Sometimes we could talk for hours and hours, but I knew that you were always there for me. You were there when I needed you the most, you were there to make me smile, to make me laugh and to cheer me up. We had the same classes together pretty much every day and, you were there to help me or to explain me everything what I didn’t understood. Sometimes when I saw you around other girls I was so mad, so emotional and so sad at the same time. I wanted you to know that I loved you ever since I saw you, but things changed. We both had different feelings towards each other and we dated with different people. After a year when I had to leave, it was the most emotional day in my life. I didn’t want to go, I wanted to stay. You knew it, that this school was where I belonged to. I cried so much and I couldn’t believe that it was it, that I had to say goodbye to you and to everyone else. I was so scarred, I thought that I would never see you again, but I was wrong. Days, weeks and months passed by, but I still couldn’t stop thinking about you, you were like one of my best friends who you actually really were at that moment. After a while I saw you in Facebook and I immediately added you, we started to chat and talk about our lives and things what we have done ever since I left my old high school. Our friendship started to grow closer again and it made me smile. I can still remember chatting with you in Facebook for hours and just knowing that you care, it made me feel like I am dreaming, but I wasn’t, because that was all real. One day when I went for a visit to my old high school to see my ex-boyfriend who was your best friend you were still there and I was so happy to see that I wanted to hold you in my hangs and never let go. You hugged me so tight and gave me a kiss on a check and it made me smile I felt like that you were absolutely a different person who you actually really were. You were way taller, more handsome and funnier. I wanted to stay with you, but I had to go. After few months passed by your best friend broke up with me, well, actually we both did. I was so sad at that moment, so emotional and so angry that I didn’t talked for days and weeks with anyone, but you were there to comfort me, you made me smile and you made me understand that he wasn’t the one, and that he wasn’t worth it. You said that I was beautiful and that I deserve someone who really loves me and cares for me. Someone who understands me and treats me the way I want. You made me understand that he really wasn’t that person, but what you made me understand is that you cared for me more than you did when we went to the same school together. At the same day when we finally talked I was at work, I stood up late for hours just to chat with you, when you finally asked me to be your girlfriend, at that moment I was so shocked and I thought that you were just kidding but you weren’t. I knew the answer already, but it took me a while to say it out loud. Finally, when I said “YES” I asked you to promise me that you would never ever, ever break my heart and you did promise me that. Now that months have passed by us, we love each other more than anyone else in this world. We both are crazy about each other and we don’t care what people say about us, not even what they think about us. We both have learned so much from each other and we have done so many crazy things that no one could ever do it. Just to get to see each other we would do everything, stay up late to chat in skype , wait for everyone to go to sleep and make you come over to my work and make you climb in my room through the window all these crazy things make me love you even more. I still remember that day when you took me to the Minnehaha Falls; it was so beautiful, we walked around the river holding our hands together and feeling each other’s care. You made me feel like no one ever did, so different from everyone. At that same day we took pictures of that beautiful fall I was the one who wanted to take the pictures of you, so I did. You looked so handsome and so charming that I kept looking into your eyes for minutes until you turned away. You made me laugh by the way you posed so that I could take the pictures; it was so funny but worth it. After that, you wanted to do the same for me, I felt so embarrassed somehow, but I knew that there was nothing to be embarrassed about taking pictures, because I have done it for many years and even when I was 15 years old I won the 1st place in school’s model concurs. After all, you took me to the small place where there were benches and you pushed two of them together and told me to lay down I was confused at that moment, but I did it anyways and you told me to look up at the skies. I was so suppressed and happy at that moment, because I have always dreamed to do that with someone who I love the most and that was you. Ever since, I was a little girl there is something about clouds and stars that I like, something that makes me look up for hours and smile. While we were laying there on the benches, you hugged me so tight and kissed me so gentle that I felt happier than ever. I could hear you heart pumping so fast and how much you cared about me at that moment, even your kisses made me understand that. I felt so warm and so loved being in your arms, that was all I wanted. Looking up at the skies and seeing falling stars meant me so much, I wished that I would never let you go and your promise will last forever. We have done so much together than I have done with anyone else and you make me the happiest woman in this world. Now that we both love each other so much and want this to last forever we promised to get engaged and get married after few years until we are more than just ready. I can see already us being together and living together in our own house and having a family who we love. I can see already how happy we would both be and nothing would change that. Even though, I have days when I feel less than nothing, but you are always there for me to make me feel happier and sometimes when we hit the rope everything changes, but we both underhanded and nothing can change our love, it just makes us stronger. Baby, I just want you to know that I love you and I can’t imagine spending another day without you, and that you are the best boyfriend I have ever had in this whole world, and that I won’t ever lose you or let you slip away from me. There is no a day when I don’t think about you, about your smile and about your care, your love, tender and kindness. There is no a day when I go to bed thinking about you, and waking up thinking about you. You will always be in my mind and in my heart. I just want you to know that you make me feel the happiest woman in this world when I am with you. I Love you Antuan.
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