I miss you so much! It's only been a month since I watched you take your last breath and my heart aches for you every day. It's been truly hard for me to accept that your gone. No more laughs, hugs or conversations about nothing in particular. I miss your presence here in my home which we shared for the last 4 years. Even if we didn't speak much to each other at times, it was comforting to know you were just in the next room. I miss your smell, your smile, even your silly dog, Smokey. I miss the TV being on all the time in your room or your constant chatter to your self or you dog.
I wished I could have told you more how much you meant to me, Mom. I wished I could have told you I loved you more often then I did. I'm happy I got the chance to spend your last days with you being your Caregiver. It was a blessing even if some times I didn't feel that way. Working full time and caring for you full time was hard but we managed didn't we. :-)
There's not a day that goes by that you aren't some where in my thoughts. I love you Mom more then you'll ever know! Your Loving Daughter