My feelings for you are indescribable. I've literally never felt this way about anyone, and I have had very intense feelings for someone before. But this is so much better than that. You make me so happy when we are together. You bring me from tears to laughter in a matter of minutes. Not just by your constant jokes, but by your very presence. Seeing your face just makes me smile.
I love you. And when I say "I love you," It's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity what you are.
I am well aware that you probably don't feel the same way for me, and I am very sorry if you feel creeped out by this. But I cannot apologize for being honest, for being real, and for being me. You are my best friend, and I think I should be honest with you.