Point of "us"

I remembered the first time we saw each other, that's more than two years back but still so fresh, you took my breath away the way you looked at me it wasn't just looking at my face but right into my soul, right into my heart, something that no one ever saw. Because of this i couldn't even reply to your polite "hi" and you though me to be arrogant. That sure hurts but can't blame you. And every time you looked at me it would make my mind numb and would lost track of what i was talking, my heart racing like it's gonna leave my body, stomach rumbling and goosebumps. The sweetest memory of you is leaning down the railing just for a glimpse of me, it makes me blush even now. The way i felt with you, don't know if i'm ever gonna feel that way with anyone else or for any one. You are the one i yearn for, you are perfect for me, my man.
We both knew that we loved each other but what happened, why couldn't we reach the point "us". I ache for it, i ache for you. I spend hours repenting.
Now, we are so many miles away but there isn't any moment when i'm not thinking of you and what we could have. When i came to know that you will be going away i felt as if a piece of me is going away, it was heart breaking like i always imagined it to be. It closed all the doors and shattered all the dreams that i had for "us".
But still there is a hope in me that we will be one and there will be perfect end to our mystical bond.
Until then i wish for all the happiness in the world.

I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU.