You are the most amazing person I have ever met in my life and there is not a day that goes by when I don’t wish that things had been so differently between us. You were the best thing that had ever happened to a constant screw-up like me and I had to go and screw that up too. I did not deserve you. I didn’t even come close to deserving you. I still don’t deserve you even with the benefit of hindsight.
I’m sure you wouldn’t believe me even if I ever had the guts to tell you this, but I think about you more and more every day. And it’s crazy how many little things in my life make me think of times with you. But those are supposed to be the good memories I cherish forever aren’t they? Another thing you probably wouldn’t believe would be if I said that I would be in love with you forever. And it’s true. I will love you and be madly in love with you for the rest of my life. No matter what happens in my life or in yours, the one thing that will always be there is my love for you.
For the briefest moment in time, I knew what it felt like to have my soul touched. I miss you every waking moment of my life. I miss my little toe.