I miss your lively eyes, your cheerful smile, you warm hands, your soft lips, the words and voice that came out of your mouth that were like music to my ears, your laughter. Priceless. I remember every touch, every whisper like it was yesterday. Like it was right now, seconds ago. It will never fade away from my mind.
Your stare, the hairs on your soft skin, your perfect posture, strong body, your movements, the light you brought with you everywhere you went... It was truly unbelievable though I can't describe it with the simple words I have in my vocabulary. It gets hard for me, I get confused...
You were no ordinary human being, it was magical, truly magnificent... You gave me everything I needed, earned for, wanted. Everything to heal my broken soul, you taught me what is real love when I used to think I've already felt it. You taught me how to love and be loved for real, to love myself truly, to love life unconditionally, to love every second of the precious life we have only once on this wonderful world. You showed me the beauty in everything when I felt hopeless and like time goes by so slowly, painfully and dreadfully . You made love to me, you showed me art, the man and the woman... Just when I thought I understood all of that, you came into my grey, quiet world and gave me a whole other one. You gave so much to this place,... to other people... without wanting anything in return. You filled so many others with happiness around us...
And though you are gone now and you will be forever,
my feelings will never change. How could they?... To me you will stay alive in my heart and memory, I will relive all those irreplaceable moments we had. Sometimes I feel like the energy, the presence of your soul somehow hunts me beautifully,... to keep me safe and sure. But I know you are at peace.
I loved you, I love you now and I always will because you were the one.
You were the only one. And you were amazing.
Rest in peace
To my beloved