Looking back at the past 5 years of my life, I can say that I have been far from perfect. It has been the 5 most life-changing years of my life, where I have learned so much, gained so much, and unfortunately lost so much as well. Looking back I can say that you made me the happiest man in the world. You were my amazing other half, who complemented my flaws with your many virtues. You were always there for me, regardless of the mistakes I made. You looked past those mistakes and loved me no matter what. Until the day came where my mistakes becam e too many and too great, and I stupidly hurt you and pushed you away. I lost you. But I didnt just lose you; I lost the best thing that ever happened to me, I lost the love of my life, I lost the one thing worth living for: I lost true love. Not a day goes by that I dont regret my mistakes, my carelessness, my stupidity. I learned and gained so much during my time with you. Among many things, I learned to love and be loved, I learned the value and joy to be found in the little things, I learned what true happiness feels like. I gained a new perspective in life, a new appreciation for love, and the feeling of having that one person who will love you no matter what, who will be there for you no matter what, who will be your lover and best friend, who will fill your life with meaning, joy, love, and happiness. Unfortunately, these 5 years also came with great loss, and all those things that changed me and made me a better person were gone. I lost them, and it was my fault. I c annot write this message without teary-eyes, without a pounding heartbeat, and shallow breaths. I cannot write this message without enourmous regret, overwhelming pain, and incredible guilt. 5 years ago, I had nothing. For 4 years I had everything. And now, after 5 years, I'm back to having nothing. I had the love of my life in my arms, I had the love of an amazing woman, I had the support of a life partner: I had you. I am so sorry that I lost you. I miss you more than you can ever imagine. I love you more than I could ever explain. Happy "ex-anniversary"...
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