well, its been so long enough since we'd met. You had your own life to struggle and had mine too and perhaps we have been to the edge of earth and doesnt know when we've meet again.
since then, its also been logn enough that i keep my true feeling, its been hidden deep in my heart.... - i guess i am too scared to open up and be real. Scared of something that if i would tell you how i felt you laughed at me and rejected me as well.
until now, i still dont know how do persons fall in love? who knows what love is? ok i admit falling in love with someone like you isnt about to be easy. aside from distances, i know that you have your special girl right now. She TAKES your HEART that its HARD for me to GET it and be MINE.
it was liked in the past i got really hurt when i learned that you were with somebody.
and realizing that i did fall for someone i know i shouldnt at first place.... try hard to fight my feelings but i just couldnt stop.... and fall deeper with each possible way for i dont want to embarras front of your girlfriend.... and its really a big mistakes if you would knew it.
despite of all this things, i want to say for the whole wide world that im STILL FALLEN IN LOVE with you, even that i may meant nothing to you and wouldnt find me interesting.
i just want you to know that falling in love with you is the most precious things that ive ever done..... AND IM STILL CRAZY ABOUT YOU TIL NOW.....
ms paris