The reasons why

I knew from the minute I layed my non perfectious eyes on you, that you were the one! I know that we didn't meet eachother in the best of ways but I never hold that against you in any way, shape or form! I know that I have done things to you that we're never called for and let my anger get the best of me and I am truly sorry for that Sweetheart! I know that I haven't been the man that either you or our son will need but I am honestly working on that change! My past relationships have always failed but honestly I have never loved anyone as much as you! I will do anything for you darlin, no matter the cost. I know that it will be hard to forgive me for the things I have done to you but I'm not asking for things to go back to the way they were. I'm asking for the chance to prove my eternal love that I do have for you. The thought of you in someone else's arms is terrifying at least. I remain faithful to you and only you because you are the only woman that I ever will need in my life. I have been battling anxiety and anger issues for so long, my family has been trying to get me to go and get help for so long and I have always denied. You on the other hand are a very special kind hearted woman that I'll do anything for and have already started seeking help for both. I just can't express how much you mean to me and how important you are to my life. I know that I wronged you in so many ways but you are my gorgeous woman that holds a very special part in my heart! It's easy to stay faithful and keep your eye on one person when you love them as much as I do you! I can't explain how much I want to be there for you and our son! How much work I will put into never turning back to my old ways. Every minute that I am away from you is another minute I feel like I am dying on the inside. The thought of having you in my arms once more is my drive to never give up! I love you more than you will ever know! I hope that you can see how much you mean to me and how much I truly want to be by your side through thick and thin. I promise I'll never turn back because how could I? I would never do that to such a special woman!


Jamison